The Boyfriend Problem

Well, lately i've been having some problems with my boyfriend/fiancee has been nothing but a pain in my ass lately. I guess i should start at the begining. It all started with him going off to boot camp back in january of 06, well, it more so happened in march when i flew out to chicago with his parents to see him at his graduation. He was so...God...i can't find a word to discribe it...he was so...i guess you could say 'uptight.' I mean he was so...no him. In the begining he was all lovey dovey, then he was like the only thing that mattered to him was sex. Which we did once while we were up there. I don't wanna talk about that. That was just a lil strange. And then he had to stay in chicago for a few more months to do A-School. He came home like late June and basically IGNORED me! I mean, i figured things would go good, because while he was in chicago, he asked me to marry him. I said yes. but that didn't happen. he basically called me selfish, when in reality, it was him who was just being plain ignorant! I couldn't believe how he just ignored me and his parents! it was like the only thing that mattered to him was his friends. I hate people like that. I guess it's because i'm a HUGE family person. I was raised that family came first. the day before he left i honestly thought it was going to end. I was screaming and yelling at him. Of course i haven't had the 'balls' to tell him it's over. I don't know. I guess I feel as if he should do it, because I was the one that wanted us to date so bad, and now i'm the one who wants us to break up so bad. GOD!!!! what's wrong with me?! I don't know. I guess i'll jus have to figure it out. But for now, i should get back to work.
Peace out!
Nikki