Pretty In Pink Wicked In Spurs

This is what's happening in my life...

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

It's so pretty!

Wow. I need to start updating this thing more. I'm sorry I haven't written in a while. I've been busy. Well anywho, the ring he got me is gorgeous! It's a 1.2 karat Aquamarine diamond and .72 karat diamond clusters with a 10 karat gold band. No, it was not an engagement ring either. Truthfully, it's just a lil too early for that. I love him to death. I'm counting down the days until he leaves. 12 days to be exact. My mom and I are gonna be going out there when he graduates from basic. It'll be exciting to see him. My friend Dan said that I should occupy myself with hobbies. Well, I really have no time for 'hobbies'; all my day consists of is work and sleep. Well, that's what it's been lately. I use to rodeo. Can't really do that until I'm off of my bloodthinners. Bleh. However, I do like to write poetry and read books. Haven't really wrote anything in a while. I think while he's gone, I'll end up going thru a notebook or two. I haven't really gotten back into reading since school. I ended up quiting half way thru the 3rd or 4th book of the Harry Potter series. It was jus that the size of the books intimidated me and plus my studies were gettin intense. So I kinda gave up on that. But anywho, I gotta get goin. I have to go to those lovely things called chores.

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

It's a ring.

Well, I've discovered that Jon got me a ring for Christmas. :) YAY! It was Sunday night when he told me. Then again, I don't think he meant to tell me cuz after all, he was drunk. The butt head got me in trouble with his mom and aunt too! Grrrrrroar! When we went to go pick him up, his mom said go straight home and no stops at the liqure store, well, guess where he asked me to go and I went there...yup...the liqour store. Then the dumb kid, when we get home, walks right into the kitchen where his mom and aunt were with the bottle! Man it was hard not to slap him! But anywho, breakfast was fine. His grandpa was really nice. I can't believe he hates his grandpa! Men...i don't know how to discirbe them... Well anywho, I guess should get a move on. I'll end up writing more prolly on Friday or Tomorrow. Prolly Friday when I get my ring :) YAY!

Saturday, December 17, 2005

stayin over

Well, it's me again. I'm over at my boyfriends house. He's at work. I hate him havin a night job. Tomorrow morning we are supposed to go out with his parents to breakfast in the morning, and then all it's gonna be more than likely is sleep. Only because he gets off at 4 and then we have to get up at about 7 or so, get ready then go to wal-mart then go out to eat at 9:30. I have no idea where we're goin. Anywho, I'm kinda gettin weirded out about my Christmas gift from him. He's been thrown in these hints. I'm pretty sure it'll be a ring or some kind of jewlery because of these clues:
  1. It was expensive
  2. it's about a 7 1/2 (sorry babe, i wear a 8)
  3. It's not too goddy
  4. It's in a small box
  5. He will stay off of my shit list
Maybe my big sis is right and it is a ring, but i guess i won't know until the 23rd when we decided to exchange gifts. I tell you what tho, if he was to get down on one knee and ask me to marry him, it'd be a deffinate 'hell yea!'

Well, i gotta go...i'll talk to you all later!

Much Love!

Nikki

Friday, December 16, 2005

About October

Well, I doubt I mentioned this, but back in October I was in the hospital. It was the last Tuesday in October when I started to have difficulty breathing. It sucked like all hell cuz if I walked about 20 feet, it felt like I ran about 5 miles. It was not good. Especially at work. It bit hard core ass. Well, I suffered thru-out the week. On the 1st, my best friend/co-worker, Sara, who I call my lil sis, was over at my house. We were having fun chattin with people on the net. (This is also the night I started talkin to the guy I love with all my heart) Well, the eara around my kidney was hurtin. I took something for pain and went to the volleygame that night. At the game, my best guy friend, Jeremiah, calls me up. He wants to know if I'd go haulin cows with him that night. I said I would and I went with him after the game. By then, I started having trouble taking a deep breath. Not good. We got back around 5:15 in the morning. He dropped me off 15 minutes from my house (by foot). I walked home. By now I was taking short little gasps for breath. I was crying, i was doubled over in pain and my whole right side of my body hand a sharp pain. I was an overall mess. I told my brother to go wake up my parents. Thank ~*~GOD~*~ for him being up at that time, because I would have had a difficult time walking up the stairs to their room. My mom looked me over (she's a former EMT-Intermeadiate and my dad is a EMT-Basic). Well, she put on her shoes and off to the ER we went. YIKES! By this time, I had stopped crying, but I was still in a lot of pain. The doctor (who i will mention was HOTT) said i needed a cat scan. Well that about killed me! Not him telling me that, but having to lay on my back. If i layed on my side, I was fine, but if I was on my back, I could barely breathe. Again, not good. Well, they gave me a shot of demerol and 2 shots of morphean. WOW! Was I happy! :) hehe. Anywho, at 7ish or so I had my cat scan. With me not able to breathe all that great, and they having to hold my breath like 4 times for 15 seconds, it took FOREVER! So after that, they said that they couldn't see the lower lobe of my lung. Well, I got to take a short nap, when I woke up, two Sheriffs Office deputies were there. (Shaun and Shaun...Thanx you two are the best!) Then at about 10 or so, the doctor came in and said I need to go to billings. BLEH! Not cool at all! So, I got my first ride in an ambulance. kinda fun. My mom and dad followed behind. The funny/ironic thing about me being transported in the ambulance, is that my dad had to work for the ambulance that day. Well, he would have to of been the drive, but before the doctor came in and said i needed to go to Billings, my dad's boss said that he could have the day off. Well, we get to Billings about 45 minutes later and my cousin Mat, is the first person there. He was waiting for us to get there. My parents didn't see him, but he said he was there when the ambulance pulled up. A few hours later and another cat scan later, they came to the conclusion that I had a massive blood clot, that covered the whole lower lobe of my right lung! WOW! What they didn't tell us, but was in the CAT scan report was that I had another small clot on my left lung. All of this happened with my birth control pills. What was funny tho, was while I was waiting for the doctor to tell me some news, my mom was with me in the ER room still, and they hooked me up to the heart monitor. >:) HEHE! I started movin around really fast and i started hittin the lil sticky things, and it made all the squiggly lines freak out really bad. The doctor and the nurses were gettin mighty pissed at me! MY MOM TOLD ME TO DO IT! Anywho, they take me to my room which was the cancer unit of the hospital. Well, everyone kept bringin me flowers, so they gave me a room that was not in that unit. :) YAY! That first night, they stuck me on my blood thinners and a heprin drip. Mom stayed awake half the night to make sure I was still breathing. paranoyed but still a motherly thing. Time passed on it was the same thing everyday.
  1. Get blood drawn every 6 hours
  2. talk with the doctor and the nurses
  3. take a nap
  4. eat 3 square meals a day (i gained 10-15 pounds while in the hospital because of this and #5)
  5. stay in bed, couldn't walk around, only time i could was to go to the bath room
  6. watch movies and tv all damn day!
  7. sleep
  8. repeat

Well, Thursday evening, Brian came and saw me, and then a few minutes after he left, my one and only came in! Of course at the time we weren't dating, we were just friends. Then friday afternoon i got released with teddy bears flowers and gift basket galore!

NOTE: I shortened this a bit, because I am hella tired and I wanna go to bed! NIGHT!

Wednesday, December 14, 2005

New to the site!

Hello!!!!! Well, what should I put? Hmmm...I'm 18 years old, and I am from a small town named Hardin, Montana. I currently work at Subway. I'm trying to save money to go to college next year at MSU in Bozeman. This spring I am also planning to go to Equine Massage School. I have boyfriend who I deeply care about. I'm sad tho...he leaves early next month to go to basic for the Navy *tear.* I love him with all my heart. It's gonna suck really bad while he's gone due to the fact that I talk to him every day and he's what gets me thru my day. If it wasn't for him, I'd prolly be going nuts by now. It's hella awesome, cuz he's exactly 3 years older than I am. Um...crud...I don't know what to write! Um...I'll write more later...