Christmas Eve

Well, its that time of the year again. Christmas. Yippie! Not! I swear, every year i seem to be less and less into christmas. I have no idea either! Anywho, last night the fam and i took our yearly christmas eve trip down to the reservation to vist grandma and my aunt. This year tho, i seemed like I wanted to cry. i don't know why life feels like it's doing nothing but a downward spiral. While we were in Lodge Grass (my home town), we ended up driving by the house i grew up in. im not sure what it was, but the house jus didn't look like i remember. oh well...anywho, i better get back to work.
loves!
nikki