rawr

Well, i jus got home from work. It was HELL! we made 73 sandwhiches in 1 hour! that's like 1.22 (rounded off), sandwhiches in one second! We're trained to work fast. it was intense... We had bus of basketball players too today. right before i got off! i was pissed...they were snooty and the chick that was doing veggies (while i ran till) fucked up on the order of the sandwhiches! i coulda killed her! anywho, we got it all straightened out. it was great!...well i gotta go change out of my work clothes. bleh...i smell like subway...then i gotta go to a pizza dinner...woo hoo!

Peace

rawr <3

I have come to the conclusion that i have problems.....lol! jokes! um....i wrote Jon....his letter is 4 1/2 pages long! that's love right there....well, nothing too exciting goin on!

Love ya'll!
Nikki

lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala....i'm so bored!

figured beings how i talk a lot about other people in my blog, i might as well let you know who they are:

~Mom and Dad- DUH state the obvious
~Cliff- My oldest brother
~Will- My second oldest bro
~Jon- My loving boyfriend! <3
~M&M- Jon's parents
~Jeremiah- A guy friend of mine who got me my first 'toy' hehe...he's also been tryin to get into my pants, but is pissed cuz i ended our friendship until Jon get's back.
~Lance- Another guy friend of mine. 10 years older than I am. Mom really wanted me to date him until I met Jon.
~Cynthia- Manager of Subway...can be a pain sometimes! But over all a nice lady.
~Jill- Coolest ass. mgr. I have ever known! A real sweetheart!
~Sara- My bestest friend, my lil sis (not biological either!), and a wonderful co-worker!
~Dwight- The owner of Subway down in Hardin! He's the bestest boss!
~Omney, Shelly, Hailey, Jeremey, Abe, Sierra, Tony, Bartanya, (i'll add more later)- all co-workers!
~Angel- My bestest friend and my older sis!
~Tiff- My best friend and another older sis
~Kasey and Mike- My sis and her fiancee
~Donna, Kenna, Faylene- Donna: nail tech Kenna: Hair stylist Faylene: massage therapist
~Jessica- a friend who has hurt me so many times but i still love her!
~Chris and CJ- my ex and his best friend
~Seth- My bestest guy friend from Maine. He's goin to Iraq... :-(
~Megan- My best friend who's going into the Navy...A bigger klutz than i am
~Billie Jo, Zande, Orrin, Tyrel, TJ, Toni, (i'll add more)- My 'extended' family.
~(can't think of any more right now...i'll add some more later!)

Gotta go

~*~hugz~n~kissez~*~

What a wonderful day......not!

Well, I wasted pretty much most of the day sleeping. I had a headache from hell and i tried everything to get rid of it. plus it didn't help that i had to go into work at 4 until 6, yea i know jus for 2 hours, but it was for my boss. it was dead right until i left, my headache was still not gone by the time i got home.
When i got home, i was home alone. Prefect time for Jon to come over....only if he was here! I miss him so much! it's like my evenings are crappy with out him around. He was my excuse to get out of the house. well i gotta get goin...

peace!

Nikki

I GOT A LETTER!

Well, I finally got a letter! I'm so happy! I was gettin worried there for a while, so last night when his mom said that she got a letter, I knew there was hope! anywho, this is what his letter says:

Dear Nikki,
How are you? Things are fine here. Lots of cool guys. I miss you and I can't wait till you're here. Hopefully we can find a place out here. Hope you're staying out of trouble! Eight more weeks left. Hoo Yah!! I love you! Kiss, kiss, mushie stuff! lol. :-P My close friend I met here is from Idaho. He's cool, name's Bryce. I'm learning we all watch out for eachother. It's hard at times missing everyone there. But these guys make it easier some days. Sometimes the snoring reminds me of my dad. LOL. You know what i mean. (this next part i'm kinda sketchy on...he doesn't have the best hand writing...) Tonights poem is called 'fucking didaria' (not too sure tho...). From one of our Master At Arms. Well, I better get some sleep. Ip at 4:30/6/ One of those. Well love you.
Love You So Much
Jon Hughs

I read that and I cried like none other. I was sittin on the couch with my mom and i balled. it was pathetic and everything else!

Anywho, I jus got back from showin my letter off! :-P I was like so happy and everything like that! I felt like I was on top of the world. It's something I'm going to have to start looking forward to. Cuz i know when he's in school, it's gonna be jus as rough.

Well, I gotta get goin. i'm hella tired!

Nikki

NEWS!!!

Howdy! Work was alright. I didn't have to go in until 10 so i was happy. i started to slack off towards the end tho. I swear Cyn has something against me! I wish i knew what i did to her yesterday or in the past. but anywho, she thinks that these jeans i'm wearing are blue...but they are actually BLACK! i even got permission from Dwight (the store owner/main manager) to wear them. and even after he posted a note about we could wear anything from the waist down (skirt, shorts, capris, JEANS, etc...) as long as they are black or tan. she even mentioed something about them when we were leaving work today AFTER dwight wrote the note and AFTER she read it! i even asked other people what color they think they are, and they all said black! so she better back off my case about it.

Anywho, after work, i came home. i was alone for a while, then mom and dad came back from my mom's family friend funeral who passed on to a better place. i chatted with Sara for a bit, then i took a shower. Sara came and picked my lazy ass up...lol jokes. i'm not lazy, i jus don't have my DL. Anywho, we went to the game.

Sara had to play in the pep-band and that's the only reason why i went. Damn i miss that group a lot! about 4th quarter of the JV i look at my phone and it said i had one missed call. so i checked my caller ID and Merle (Jons mom) popped up. So i listened to the voice mail that she left me. and she said that she recieved a letter from him and he did talk about me and she wanted me to call her as soon as possible. So i called her and she read part of his letter to me...he said that he misses me a lot and that he loves me so much and that i need to write him as soon as possible. and all this other stuff. well I go back to my seat and on the walk there i was fine, but then i got up to sara and i jus lost it! i started to cry! i felt embarassed, cuz this lil girl looked at me all innocently and it was jus bad!

anywho, i gotta get goin!

LATERZ!

Where is he??

Alright, i cooled off...i guess i can talk now.

i feel so naked! i finally did something that i thought i would never do. I actually took off my acrylic nails....it's sad...i feel so naked with out them

As a lot of you know, Jon, my boyfriend, is in basic training right now for the Navy. He's been there since the 10th of this month. Have not heard one word from him since he arrived at the airport. Cripes this is gonna end up killing me. i'm really stressed out. I've had some friends in the Navy that have gotten back to me sooner than what this is taking. I need to stop worrying about it. I know he's fine.

Talk about being stressed out!! Not only because Jon is gone, but because ever since Jon left, my ex fiancee is trying to get back into my life! Yea, i do love him still, but I am in love and i am very happy with who i am with now. No one should tell me who i can and cannot love! it's bull shit! I'm not even gonna get into what he's been tellin me! It'll jus piss me off even more than what i already was this mornin and this afternoon.

well I gotta get goin...gotta go get me some din-din

whoa...

well, needless to say, work really did suck, cuz everyone was in a pissy mood! so i'm not gonna write today!

BYE

yay! the computer is fixed!

rawr! i'm back from billings! thank god! i've been back for a while, but i did a lot of running around too! haha! anywho, i was at home watching a movie and i get this phone call from Sara. OMG! I was the funniest phone call ever too! She calls me up and was like 'your boyfriend from sunday is back!' and she told me that he mistaked Krissy for me. Krissy and I somewhat look a like from what people tell me. Well anywho, he comes walkin in and was like 'i'm back baby!' and krissy looked up at him and sara is trying not to laugh at this guy. well anywho, he was like 'oh ur not the girl from sunday night' and he asked where i was and sara said that i was off today. which was true. and when she called, i was also gettin ready to head down to get a copy of the schedule. i was hoping and praying to god that he wouldn't notice me. he didn't. well, i forgot krissy's eminem cd at home, so i went home and walked back. yikes! it was cold! i get there, sara is on her break, cuz sam her boyfriend came down so she took her break. i talked with them for a bit, then krissy, daniel and bartanya came and started to talk with us! it was funny. then when iw as gettin ready to leave, my 'boyfriend' came in and said 'hey honey!' I WANTED TO DIE! it was bad cuz everyone started to laugh! anywho, krissy and i walked over to dollies and then we went home. when i got home, i had to fix the printer. everytime it gets worked on, the damn printer doesn't work! so i have to go in and fix the mo' fo! anywho, i gotta get goin.

Nikki

ho-hum

Work was boring! anywho, Jill, one of the assistant managers, wanted to do a make-over on me after work. So i agreed to it. wow. I looked different! I never really wear make-up, unless it's a formal event usually. I like to let the true beauty show. it's how i was brought up. anywho, i think i'm gonna stick with this whole make-up thing too. hehe my dog likes it too (she likes to lick it off my face hahahahahahahahahahaha!) anywho, daddy has a wild hair up his ass so i'm gonna get off of here and hpoe to god he doesn't yell at me for something stupid!

STEELERS ARE GOING TO THE SUPER BOWL BABY!

Sorry i didn't write on the 22nd...in my book it still is... so we'll jus go by that!
well nothing new really happened today. Well, i actually did finally work a weekend and shockingly it was an evening shift too! It was interesting. I was supposed to get off at 11pm, but my friend/sister/co-worker sara and i ended up staying util midnight, cuz the guy that was supposed to come in, his wife got put in the hospital, so we were mighty upset about that. but anywho, i was happy when the steelers won the game! It was kind of funny too. There was this older guy (he was in his mid 40's to early 50's) and he was all flirting with me! it was quite embarassing. He kept me updated on the game. He's a steelers fan all the way too. anywho, he would come in and flirt with me off and on. Well sara started calling him my 'boyfriend' it was embarassing!!!

Vacation

Yo dawg! Haha! Jus kiddin! Anywho, sorry I haven't written in a while, I've been on vacation! Let me get you caught up on what's been happening with me:

well Jon ended up leaving a day later than expected so yea. he took his cell with him and he called me when he got to salt lake and to chicago. i cried all the way home from butte. which is a jus about 300 miles but yea, i returned to work. it's been almost 3 weeks since he's been gone. it does seem like it's going by slow, but i'm trying not to count the days. but yea, i didn't realize that it was jus over 2 weeks he's been gone. i've been on a diet since last monday the 16th. its goin good. i'm trying to take better car of myself. oh yea, my new years resolution thingie this year is to loose weight and to write in this as much as possible! so yea. anywho, i got things i need to get done so i'm gonna jet!

I have some stories to tell tomorrow!

Love you all! God Bless!
Nikki