Sorry for not writin!

OMG! so sorry for not writing the past couple of days! it's been weird...i haven't been feeling all too great. i've been having the worst headaches and everything else. so i'm sorry...all it usually is, is work and sleep right now. i guess all that cleaning i did is catching up to me! hehe! well i gotta go! I hafta get ready for work!

Always

Me

same shit different day

well i think i about gave the managers at work a heartattack! i actually wore make up to work! shocker to them, cuz i never wear make-up to work...it was quite comical to see Jill freak out...it was awesome...well it's gettin late so i'm gonna get goin!

Love You All!

Me

woot woot

haha well, i jus got back from Billings so i jus dropped in to say hello and now i gotta get goin so i can do some more chores

bleh

i'm not gonna be writing much...i'm busy cleaning my room so i jus dropped by to say 'hello' and now i got to get goin!

Peace Love and Chicken Grease!

Nikki

P.S. I don't know if i've mentioned this, but I got more letters from Jon on Monday!!!

WOOHOO! STEELERS WON THE SUPER BOWL BABY!

Work was alright...Sara and i kept running back and forth to check out the score...it was fun! our computer crashed on us for a few...but then it got back to running :-) It was a close one! I'm so happy that i'm off for the next two days...OMG! I got the rest of my letters from Jon...there was a total of 5 that i got in the mail today! Yes, again i did cry...OMG! he's writing a poem for me! aww how sweet! *tear* anywho, i'm gonna get going to i can write to him!

God Bless!

Nikki :-)

work work work.....GO STEELERS!

Well, I got to work today! again, another weekend and another evening shift...oh well i get to work with my lil sis! yay! Sara! she's my buddy! i jus hope my 'boyfriend' doesn't come in tonight! I'll KILL him! but anywho, i'll write more later....i gotta go get ready for work :)

God Bless

Nikki

*sighs*

Well, nothing too exciting happened today so far...all that's goin on is that daddy's workin cop tonight down at the boys bball game. it's gonna be INSANE! oh well... Tonight i think i'm gonna write to Bucky...i miss him so much. it's not right...now i have his voice runnin thru my head like none other! it sux...i have to work tomorrow during the big game! *cries* well i gotta get goin!

Love ya'll!

Nikki

Sorry i didn't write yesterday!

HELLO! What's up everyone?! Not a whole lot going on here. I woulda wrote yesterday but I gotta hella busy! Anywho, this is what happened:

I worked until two. My boss took me to the bank and i told him i could walk over to where i was gettin my hair done. As I was walkin over to DKF's (Donna Kenna and Faye's) Shoppe, Kenna stopped me before I walked across the street and told me to go with her to the store so she can get some stuff. so off we went...As i was gettin in her car, i thought i heard my phone ringing...i looked at it and sure enough it was ringing! it said that the caller ID was unavailible...i was thinking of not answering it but too hell with it! i answered it:

Nikki- Hello?
Mystery Guy- Hi!
N-Hi...
MG- How are you hun?
N- Good. Um...who is this? (At this point Kenna looks at me all funny)
MG- I'm in fucking Chicago and you don't know who the fuck this is?!
N- OhMyGod! Jon! Hey honey! How are you doing?! (Kenna mouthes "it's him?!" i nod)
Jon- I'm doin good. Man it's awesome to hear your voice!
N- Aww...I miss you sweety!
J- I know I miss you too!
N- Oh my....I'm gonna start to cry
J- Don't worry I'm already crying

But yea, it kinda went on like that for a few minutes then he had to get off so he could get a hold of his parents. So we got off the phone and i called me mom. I heard her voice and i lost it! all she could understand for a few minutes was 'Bucky' and the rest was all blubbery. it was funny cuz after i told my mom that he called and it was jus so good to hear his voice, she started to cry! and it got me to cry again! i was shaking like a rattler on a rattle snake! all of a sudden my phone started to beep! i checked it...i had an incoming call with the caller id univailible...i wasn't gonna take another chance i told my mom i had an incoming call and i had to go. and i hung up on her! good thing too! it was bucky again! he said he called me back because he couldn't get a hold of his parents! awwww <3...I love i him!

Anywho i went and got my scalp massage...DAMN i felt like a million bucks! it was awesome! and i went and got a Lanza done and i got my eye brows waxed...a new look for the new me! i get more and more freaked out as the days get closer to the time that we fly out to Chicago.

Anywho, that night was one of the biggest games of the season: Hardin vs. Lodge Grass. Holy Hell did we kick ass! it was like 103 to like 37 or something like that! it was awesome!

I swear if Cyn doesn't keep her mouth shut she's gonna get it shut for her and she's not gonna like howi do it for her!

Well i gotta get goin! i'll write more later!

WOW!

I so totally cannot believe that it is the begining of FEBRUARY! WOW! January went by so fast! It's amazing! That just means it's closer until I get to see Jon! WOOT! *giggles* I miss him like CRAZY! Well, last night was kinda weird after the party...My ex, Robbie, started to talk to me! It's been a long time since I've talked to him! It was just weird. I cheated on him once for one night, and he goes and cheats on me for like 7 months....so it's like basically, are 1+ relationship was jus totally fucked by that! Yea i am upset about it, but oh well, life goes on. Like I've said before: "I'm happy with who I am with now. No one can ever change that! Not any of my Ex's not anyone! If I am in love, let me be in love and don't bother it!" know what i mean? Anywho, I got to get goin. oh yea, jus in case you're wondering, work did suck today! :-)

Have A Nice Day!